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936711_10152816467395063_561704192_n“You’re a witch, you’re a witch”, were the words I heard as I was being screamed at by my partner of eight years, who had his hands around my throat.

This was not a dream, or past life, it happened in 2013!!

That was the end of our relationship, and my life as I knew it, we went into the Hospital. We were only coming back to Ontario, from B.C. for a week, to see his father who was on his death bed, when he had his breakdown. Luckily for me we were in a taxi when this happened, the police came, I had only 1 suitcase, and for a time that was all I had of my belongings. Also, luckily, Ontario is where I am from and my family and friends were here to help me and house me.

It has taken many years to be vulnerable and transparent enough to share a little of this part of my story, of how my life abruptly changed, April 27th 2013.

Things have been up and down, up and down, for a lot of people for the last couple of years and dark clouds seemed to surround as we walk this Rebirthing of a new Earth.

Revisiting an emotion and recognizing, I can only give me the love, that only I , can give myself.

Can I accept that I do not have to like it, the most uncomfortable feeling in my body?

Can I love the lows, as well as I love the states of happiness, that I would rather experience?

Can I be the one who loves me more than anyone else?

Everything arises within us, so I can answer the call to love myself fully. transmute all the judgments of my being. Embody the vibrational frequency of Love , and I have seen, over time, the world mirrors back the Love to me.

Love clears everything in our path in 5th dimension. I now Feel this concentrated energy of Love. I’ve discovered Awakening is spontaneous and at the same time, also a long process.

Savoring the process of awakening is not to antagonize, it is meant to intoxicated us the interest of our spirit to be here and blossom one petal at a time.

How do we savor our inner Love when we are in pain?

How do I Take myself out of victimhood, to be the hero of  my own life story, and souls journey?

I Let go and let God take care of him and me, while I prayed at a distance and surrendered to a new path.

After Breakdown comes break though, I cried I crawled, I stumbled and humbled, I dragged myself through the darkness, now many years later, with more obstacles, I see the light at the end of the tunnel.

The biggest spiritual practice for me to uplift myself, as been the Cosmic “Love” Breath that I have shared on this blog. Sacred Connections with the Cosmos of Transmission of Love, and liberation, it was a lot of work and a long path to heal the wounds of my throat, to be able to feel safe enough to bring my voice out into the world again.

Brene Brown says, “Vulnerability is the birth place of innovation, creativity and change”

I know this to be true.

I am still alive, more magical than ever, and helping to Awaken the Magic in other women.

Magical Margarit

 

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